Learning to love, me.
Wow, three years later and I have found my way back here. There is clearly a reason, there is always a reason I suppose. I needed to put my thoughts down on paper and publish them and forget! No but seriously, I have so much running through my head, I need an outlet, somewhere to vent. Somewhere to organize my thoughts. But truth be told I don't know where to start... I don't really want to give a life update, no. I don't want to run through the last three years. Just know that ALOT has happened. Mostly good, and some not so good. My mental state has been tested so much, and in ways I never even imagined or dreamed. I have been been though some really dark times, and tears stream from my face when I even think about it. They are still there, the open wounds. They still hurt and in my pursuit to move on with my life, I sometimes forget they are there. And then life, or God (not too sure which is which) will remind me with pangs of pain and grief. Today is that day where I f
